updates 01/11/2017 On this page -  Commentaries:  Acting Out   Beware of Bad Counseling    Hidden Veterans   Misery Loves Company      New Gay World    Ouroboros   Pet Rocks/Totems              PET ROCKS AND SACRED TOTEMS  What if I don’t smoke pot?  Will you still love me? Gay rights/pot/women’s rights/minorities  versus Church/anti-abortion/males as head of household/heavy lines of disciplining authority Groups that are on different sides of a wall of contention weigh the balances against each other to maintain a sense of order within their own belief systems, values and needs.  Sometimes it seems that we are dealing with pet rocks, with each individual holding onto their own specially held notion or way at the expense of other values.  Sometimes our pet rock is an old injury  or slight.  For example, if you are on the Liberal Side for the most part, you might find yourself surrounded by minorities, pot smokers and gays who don’t want you messing with their pet rocks.  If you are not 100 percent convinced Ferguson was blatantly a racist issue, you can step on people’s pet rocks there. If you don’t smoke pot or avidly demonstrate a stand for gay marriages, you might find yourself off on the side of the road with the car of support swinging full blast ahead.  If you don’t go around broadcasting Jesus Saves and supporting anti-abortion signs dominating a small community,  you can be cast as evil, non-spiritual, misguided, mentally ill, stupid or any other number of things because you did not cater to that pet rock, either. The point is about categories and the various individuals who try to work together based on particular needs and ideas while presenting a unified voice.  By being lumped together, it might make it difficult to share or accommodate each other’s pet rocks.   If I don’t smoke pot and you do, would you honestly want to invite me to a party?  Would you feel I judge you and could be difficult over your pet rock?  What if I told you I support your right to smoke pot if you support my right to not smoke pot?  Pet rocks can evolve into sacred totems; points of view and beliefs so close to our core identities and emotions, we might fight to the death or through endless legal costs and hassles to uphold these things.  The ways our choices in life are funneled originally in certain directions and then later filtered, tampered with, or amplified by organizational abuse might not be immediately clear to us.  We like to think our life choices and voting interests are of our own making or unique identities.  In many cases they are, but it is wise to be honest with ourselves that even the widespread legalization of pot might have a system abuse (Big Brother) agenda.  In reference to the Two Horns section, we might be having our buttons pushed against one extreme like police force and surveillance abuse only to be sent like a herd of buffalo over a cliff into the land of the Zone-Out.  Being numbed out on pot and increasingly addicted to its higher levels of potency as a trek toward even more brutal substances could very well be the other horn at work.  Taken from one extreme to another, we might up down another dead alley - an alley where we are not present or conscious enough to protect ourselves against an intruding force either from within or without, or both.  One way the new Americans devastated the Native American populations was by feeding them whiskey.  How is it different to feed large numbers of Americans drugs, alcohol, porn and air-headed advertising and programs in order to manipulate their minds and body chemistries into an increasing state of ineffectiveness? The special interests which we adhere to might take on a life of their own or become habits to the point we stop having an open mind or the ability to self-evaluate.  Our pet rocks and sacred totems might come together in clusters, so that one set of interests belongs to the Liberal Side, the other to the Conservative Side.  When we are dealing with a package of orientations,  we might find ourselves fighting over, swapping or shelving some of them in order to fit in or get things done.  In the meantime, outside agencies might be tweaking our buttons within our respective special interest groups.  We also could have spies from the opposite interest groups working among us.  Surveillance could be targeting us from both opposite extremists which could include members of the government.  There also might be people who have mixed loyalties over things like race and religion.  Sometimes our pet rocks and sacred totems run across various special interests groups and human categories.  For example, if we are a pot smoking gay Catholic, is the call for anti-abortion stronger than other ones?  If we are a victim of early sexual abuse in the Catholic Church and know that it is likely gay tendencies were influenced by that abuse, would we still uphold the Catholic’s stance on anti- abortion, knowing this organization had a widespread long-term tendency to cover up and evade responsibility for the abuse of thousands of children? Pet Rocks section updated 01/07/2017 --- OUROBOROS Excerpt: The Ouroboros is a Greek word meaning 'tail devourer,' and is one of the oldest mystical symbols in the world. It can be perceived as enveloping itself, where the past (the tail) appears to disappear but really moves into an inner domain or reality, vanishing from view but still existing. From:  http://www.tokenrock.com/explain-ouroboros-70.html When dealing with the occult, we might consider how normal reality gets buried behind a few projections.  We keep sucking from other worlds (dimensions) and call it free energy.  As we do that, more and more gets buried behind an artificial shield, a few bulges in a bending field.  The sucking creates warping.  It’s as if one dimension projects outward here and there like mountains on a lunar landscape.  Everything we used to know for humanity is lost under the warped or bending dimensions of shifting energy fields, like buried debris after an earthquake or bomb.  The snake head eats or blends into the tail as we move into inner worlds but also it can be about eating parts of this world and spitting out material that once was our normal earth experience.  Pollution and trashing can be part of this.  We waste and use up more than we produce, as in over-consumption of our Mother, our Earth Ship.  We eat parts of ourselves and wallow in the aftermath.   Eating one’s tail can also be about eating one’s poop. If we are not careful, the cyclical nature of the entrance-end/head-tail is not a true rebirth, rejuvenation or ascension but a replacement of something.  That something was deeper and more meticulously unique in detail and then replaced with overly sweet frosting on the cake.  Things can lose their essence or original luster.  People keep burying their basic human feelings under a veil of shallowness and detachment to the point they cannot be recognized as human.  We have some people on the planet trying to destroy our heritage as humans.  They are eating out the guts of what is essentially human, including its full range of feelings.  They are eating out our feeling nature.  The snake is like a curved dagger killing our heart’s compassion and true expression, our true center. Ouroboros is also about duality, fertility and infinity.  If we can imagine the ringed snake spinning faster and faster, it seems to send opposites (or apparent opposites) into each other.   The poles collide, antithesis and thesis meld in the dialectic conundrum.   The spin is like an orbit, and the faster it spins, it is like a time machine or vibrational shift.  A higher vibration takes people to other dimensions.   Political and religious opposites (like liberals and conservatives) might be found to equally converge into tyranny and oppressive regimes.  The apparent opposites might reveal  underlying masterminds behind both sides of the poles who keep the power and riches for themselves.  Things end up looking the same under the weight of tyranny no matter the high sounding words along the way which took people to that space.  Utopian ideals send people into Communist and Fascist control or religious ideals send people into Dark Ages.  The underdogs of one society and era become the tyrants of another.  High sounding words might be the waves that creep first onto the beach but once they recede, what is left behind are the course and mundane of humanity to man the ship, even if they are a mix of foxes and curmudgeons.   Crafty people and their unwitting dullards actually dominate both sides of the snake but let others be enticed by their own sense of intellect and apparent control of the poles.  They let us have our philosophical debates, knowing they will go nowhere because they own the purse strings of the world. The ringed snake could also be a representation of the male-female duality but because the two ends are connected, this is the recognition that males and females share common characteristics which blend into one another.  We should remember that males are female until certain genetic instructions kick in during their formation.  Vaginas become penises.  The snake ring seems to be absorbing one aspect before it is transformed into another one.  In some ways we might see the kokopelli of Anasazi Pueblos as a man sucking his own penis, like the snake being a penis entering the mouth.  Sucking sperm through the mouth is like absorbing it through the vagina.   The innards of the ring might be like a womb.  The man is trying to return to his origins as female, woman, creation impulse. It is the turtle returning to the sea.  On some core level many males know of their female heritage.  Add to this the long term in a female stomach during development, very close and intimate connection to all things female in that womb.  We must let men close to femaleness because it is partly them, too.  We share our femaleness together.  Many of them long for that closeness, that unification.  Ouroboros doubled is an infinity symbol.  When half of the ringed snake is black and half white, then it is like a yin yang symbol. (see tokenrock.com). Ouroboros section updated 01/07/2017 --- MISERY LOVES COMPANY Sharing the Pain Closely associated with the reasons behind war, find the ideas of tit for tat and pay-back, impressment and detachment. The misery loves company component is the idea that system abuse creates a scenario in which large numbers of injured people keep passing the painful stuff onto other people rather than trying to pull themselves out of a bad situation.  It also describes how people become selfish, self-serving and self-pitying during this process.  Pain becomes a way of life but remains covert and psychologically manipulated so that people don’t process its negativity properly.  The negativity is channeled into action-driven pathways as productivity and necessity.  People learn to bypass concerns about the negativity by pretending it is actually necessary or positive. Deep bitterness and lust for vengeance: The concept of tit for tat applies here in the sense that the system-abused people want to press upon others their plight and all they have been through; they want to show up and mar people they feel have it easy compared to them; they want to bring people down into the abuse, pain and feelings of degradation (impressment - a coined word here, used to indicate that a person’s bad feelings coming from abuse are deliberately impressed onto another person) they have been made to feel by their attackers.  Part of this is: “If you only knew everything I have gone through” to explain why they are participants of the system abuse now, or why they are targeting certain groups because someone from that group (like a gender or skin color) had been a perpetrator.  It also includes detachment in the form of “Why should I stick my neck out for you?  No one every really helped me.”  The idea here is that people were mean and selfish around this person, so this person doesn’t have anything emotionally to give others.  Also in this is the desire to pay back a group for what members of that group had done to them (like a country’s inhabitants.)  Paying back is a form of tit for tat (retaliation) but might include more hand-to-hand combat versions of personal pettiness and emotion.  “I’m going to pay you back for what you did to so and so.” Tit for tat is a more general form of retaliation which includes things like targeting all Muslims for blowing up western world buildings in public places. There is also an excessive attachment to the idea of responsibility and the idea behind actions/consequences behavioral control to the point people don’t have much to give or help others.  People develop misguided ideas about what real responsibility looks and feels like because it is taught and reinforced within unnecessarily strict or hostile environments. They use behavioral modification programming techniques to etch in the notion of a type of self-reliance which ultimately makes people too detached from working together as family or community or to trust real sharing and compassion among themselves.   There is nothing wrong with being responsible, but when you add the element of hidden system abuses, the attitude toward responsibility takes on another layer.  There is a punishment/discipline part to this concept which uses shaming, hitting, forced injections, mind control and keeping people from gaining real freedom behind this.  When they reach out for help or are not functioning properly in their life, the abusers bring in the actions/consequences modality which is really not about responsibility but punishment and keeping people from believing human nature is good enough to offer help and support. The ugliness and hatefulness is like a disease that gets transmitted from host to host.  Two results from all this are either learned helplessness or a kind of hateful or cold “mind my own business”, “me first” or “business first” attitude. The point of no return: The issue of “being dirty” lends itself to trying to get everyone dirty, too, and keeps people afraid to try to get out of the dirty system.   People feeling they have taken things too far (in becoming dirty) find themselves in a predicament.  They find solace in having everyone around them dirty, too, because it lessens the feelings of insecurity in being reminded of another way of doing life.  If everyone is dirty, then no one has to feel guilty.  If someone comes in and acts like a hot shot, all clean and perfect, this leads to resentment.  Reaching for a way out can be or seem life threatening, so it is easier, according to this mindset, to stay inside the ring and to try to get hot shots pulled in, too - or to get rid of them. One of the games here is to suck them in, bring them down and then get rid of them.   Misery loves company because it becomes the status quo and something better can actually feel like pain or can seem scary like it is too good to be true. Misery Loves Company section updated 01/07/2017 --- HIDDEN VETERANS Secret Government Programs - Abductions, Experiments, Handlers, Etc. Summary of Links in this section http://www.drboylan.com/milabs.html http://all.net/journal/deception/MKULTRA/www.vegan.swinternet.co.uk/articles/conspiracies/milabs.html http://www.collective-evolution.com/2013/01/19/cia-admits-behavioral-engineering-on-humans-mk-ultra/ See also Psychotronic Attack on this website One group which might be referred to as hidden veterans are abductees for various secret governmental programs.  This goes in the category of UFOs and alien abductions, but includes other types including missing people and child abuse cases.  Many of these victims are connected to the military in one way or another, but many others are civilians.  All of these might be undergoing extensive military connectivity and exploitation without ever having that particular type of connection known to the world at large.  For civilians, this means there might be groups of people who would better be referred to as veterans, because they might be being used for military operations. They are also experiencers of military intervention and corruption - but they don’t receive official VA or public medical or psychological support.  They are left completely on their own financially and emotionally.  There are no funds to help repair the damage done.  It is likely both military personnel including war veterans and civilians are victims of military and government related black projects.  For example, military personnel might have been injected with unknown dangerous substances in the course of normal medical work as part of secret experiments.  Civilians might have so many repeated abductions and are around the military so much for that reason that they start thinking and acting like military personnel; in fact it is conceivable they carry on double lives with their civilian aspects while not recalling their military ones.  This gets into lost time and memories, abuse alter personalities which is discussed elsewhere on this website.  In short, we might have a significant number of people in this country who would best be referred to as “veterans” but never receive even that level of designation because they are supposedly “just” civilians.  Again, these victims don’t even receive the minimal level of VA benefits that bona fide military personnel do.  There might be a whole shadow field of military victims strayed across the country this way.  How many die with their stories untold can only be guessed.  Both known and unknown veterans deserve better than this if they have been the victims of secret governmental projects. About the only thing we really can do is to increasingly try to find that center of truth in ourselves while also staying as diversified and informed as possible.  The more we read and learn, as long as it is wide-ranging, the better off we are.  If we stay locked into any one idea or program, we can become too narrow.  EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization) therapy is an important therapy for PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder.)  Beyond this, many veterans need to look into complementary medicine in addition to traditional medicine.  This can include things like meditation and acupuncture, like the CNS (Central Nervous System) Chinese scalp acupuncture listed below for those with spinal injuries.  It can include biofeedback for those with chronic pain, or massage therapy.  Look for groups designed to train veterans in skills keeping current with today’s world as well as those which will work with different physical abilities.  It is also encouraged that veterans work with non-veterans to keep a balance in life and perspective, while also maintaining a core group of veteran supporters.  People who have been there and done that in war offer each other understanding in a way non- veterans often do not; on the other hand, becoming too insular by sticking to the same types of people can limit opportunities for growth and other types of awareness, no matter what type of group it is.  Too much of a good thing can be rather dull or can keep us back from a bigger picture.  A good mix is probably the best plan - but the idea is that the support found in human contact is essential for healing and stability. Links - Dr. Boylan: Fake “Alien Abductions” Conducted by Shadow Government Para-Military Operatives (MILABS) Author: Richard Boylan, Ph.D.Fake “ http://www.drboylan.com/milabs.html Excerpt:  It should be noted that virtually all of the lurid reports being palmed off on the public as examples of “alien misbehavior” are actually secret psychological warfare operations by human rogue military-intelligence units. These renegade military-intelligence units kidnap civilians without legal authorization or justification. These units drug those they kidnap, (often experiencers). These renegades deliberately intimidate, interrogate, physically abuse, and even gang-rape the civilians they kidnap. These covert-operations military-intelligence units then use brainwashing techniques to make the civilians they kidnap forget about the military kidnapping, while the renegades hypnotically implant a false memory about the horrific experience as an alien abduction All Net: From Alien Abductions Via MKUltra to an Implanted Cyber-Situation Author: Dr Helmut Lammer http://all.net/journal/deception/MKULTRA/www.vegan.swinternet.co.uk/articles/conspiracies/milabs.html Excerpt:  In my new book MILABS: Military Mind Control and Alien Abduction, which is co-authored by my wife, we reviewed hypnosis transcripts of MILAB abductees and compare their recovered memories with the experiences of survivors of now known declassified government sponsored mind – or behaviour – control experiments. We found a strong indication that covert ‘human’ military personnel are indeed involved in the alien abduction phenomena. In coming to such a conclusion we researched in our book the following points:  Documented history of secret mind – and behaviour – control experiments. A possible purpose of MILABS. Activity of dark unmarked helicopters in connection with alien abductions. Alleged kidnappings of alien abductees by covert military/intelligence Genetic aspect of MILABS. Otherworldly journeys and military underground facilities. Creating an imaginary alien abductee. Toward a controlled society: terrestrial implants and their application to MILABS and future warfare. Military interrogation sessions with alleged alien abductees. Collective Evolution: MK Ultra: CIA Admits Behavioral Engineering On Humans http://www.collective-evolution.com/2013/01/19/cia-admits-behavioral-engineering-on-humans-mk-ultra/ Hidden Veterans section updated 01/07/2017 --- BEWARE OF BAD COUNSELING The Boogie Man! In a bad movie, the victim goes around frantically trying to explain: “The Boogie Man is after me!”   The audience sees what is going on. Yes, yes, the victim is right, there IS a bad guy after her.  Perfectly obvious.  But those stupid people around the victim, like husbands, wives, parents, siblings, friends of the family, doctors, neighbors.....why don’t they ever see what is really going on?  Why does everyone treat the person like nothing is happening and it is all in her imagination? Of course, that is supposed to be the drama of it all - high suspense.  To keep the audience on the edge of the seat. But when it happens in the real world, it’s another matter.... System Abuse Psychological Impact Consider the possibility that System Abuse creates an elusive Wall of Silence by using Invisible Fingers and Fanning Out (both are coined terms used in zone of influence section) to target victims, keep them bothered and abused, encourage Acting Out (the emotionally charged responses and behaviors in response to abuse which might include grouchiness, depression, anxiety, mood swings, anger, fear, paranoia or apparent paranoia, instability, etc.), and then manipulate people to think these poor people are mentally ill. The symptoms might mask the underlying abuse. System abuse can come from a variety of sources impacting across-the-board systems.  In other words, gangs, international groups, religious networks, etc. can all tap into the systems that we use - phones, computers, mail, etc. When we refer to “system abuse” it can be one major group impacting our governmental and military operations - but it also can reflect other groups or nestled groups within that larger system or who have taken part of the control for themselves.  In other words, a government operation that is already invading and abusing the American public can have people working for it that belong to other groups who have their own agendas or who carry additional secret agendas.  Look for thieves, drug networks and religious people who want to enforce their ideas onto other people. On top of that, consider the possibility that family members and others are manipulated into sending these people to inadequate or downright dangerous counselors and doctors, all the while feeling they are doing the right thing.  In other words the family members, through their own ignorance, deliberate evasion of the truth, or downright guilt are part of the abuse, or are the abuse.  The more they don’t want to hear the truth, the hardest it is to penetrate this thickest of walls. How do we penetrate these walls?  How do we keep otherwise normal and sane people from being turned into people who are sent down a hidden turnpike only to never return because they become invisible even while sitting right in front of us?  Invisible by not being heard or listened to, believed, or trusted, respected or dignified?  Family members and others all learning to keep this person at a distance as if the individual has become little better than a helpless child or someone needing guidance from a “normal” system.  No one listens to the alternative reality that this person might actually be going through something outside the average range of understanding or perception. Understand that treating someone like a mental patience can encourage making a mental patient?  Repeating constantly that someone is inadequate and a mental patient - or that sort of thing - can literally program someone - it’s like black magic.  Expectations that someone is not adequate can help create the inadequacy.  Family members working with a certain limited range of perceived normalcy can project inadequacy and abnormality onto someone who does not fit into their paradigm.  They can also lack adequate toolkits for thinking through.  They can oversimplify a complex situation. Also in some cases, literally lost by being sent to dangerous mental hospitals, prisons, forced labor camps or killed? Family Members Expose or at least identify family members who refuse to listen to the victims in their own families and who keep treating these victims as if they wrong, misguided, mentally ill, to be excluded and punishable.   Recognize that not all abuse looks like abuse right off the bat or from a superficial level, because perpetrators might be good at making it look like something else - like the victim is all wrong.  There are ways to make a victim act out so that all behaviors seem so out of whack that people think there is no wonder the family has treated that victim accordingly. As mentioned elsewhere, getting the victims to act out is a huge way to mask the underlying problems.  --- Acting Out Acting out can take on a variety of behaviors, but it’s usually about instability, emotion and excessive or exaggerated responses to situations, but again, what we think of as excessive or exaggerated from one viewpoint might, when we dig deeper, have understandable root causes, like secret abductions with abuse and forced drug injections.  Some of those drugs might create feelings of addiction.  Also victims might be kept from expressing the actual problem so they only talk about concerns over something else which reflect the original problem in some way.  It could be certain triggering things cause a reaction.  It can be very difficult to explain to people why you feel that way or are reacting with a certain emotional force when on the surface nothing looks anywhere close to being a problem.  When you try to explain it saying, well, it feels like this (ie, a rape memory or a rape sensation in body memory) or I had dreams (like of a murder of a family member still living, and it felt almost real) or I sense strange sensations (ie, drug injections as if it was a replica of me but I was feeling it myself, almost like a phantom itch)...all of these subjective touchy-feely things often don’t make sense to a family growing tired of emotional outbreaks that don’t seem make any sense.  As emotional support increasingly is cut off, self-sabotage and learned helplessness are likely to occur especially if the person is being abducted and hurt every time he or she seems to see some hope or daylight.  Being surrounded by people who act like idiots in a B movie can only cause the person to feel cut off from real support; getting to the real support (people who really know what is going on or can at least question things better) can be a major part of the battle.  Family members who are being manipulated or who are actual conscious perpetrators don’t want the victim to get to real help because it would break up the game.  They don’t want to be proven wrong; it can be an ego trip.  It also can be that they convince themselves there is only one way to solve the problem.  There can be self-deceit that they are only doing it for that person’s own good.  The main countering point seems to be “This is totally ridiculous.  My family member is obviously mentally ill and needs real therapy before it is too late.  In fact, it might already be too late.”  When the family hits that level over the victim, it is extremely easy for the abusers to come in and wipe that person out, to finish him or her off.  The family will say good riddance and everyone else will say “Ah, that person had a mental illness, poor bloke.”  This is also a time that the attackers might be sending in suicidal messages to get that person to kill him or herself.  Suicide might be increasingly discussed in the zone of influence so when it happens, people assume it happened because the person had a mental illness, not because anyone is around making things so crazy and difficult the person finally gives into their suggestions to commit suicide.  Can you see how very complex the whole thing is, and how difficult it can be to pin the actual situation down if you don’t know how?  Can you also see that there are some people so very closed off from psychic sensory material that their only line of thinking is that anyone discussing these things must be completely nuts? And also can you see that when the situation is dominated by closed off people, a lot of valuable insight and information goes by the wayside?  So the real question is, how do we get closed off people to stop being so closed off, or to stand back and quit dominating the situation?  Something about closed-offness seems to go hand in hand with domination; I wonder if people who are more psychically awake and sensitive tend to back off more easily precisely because they are so sensitive.  If so, maybe that is why blocked people tend to dominate situations like those mentioned in this whole section.  We seem to let the mistaken people run the show because they are so certain none of this could be real and could only be the works of the paranoid.  These blocked people can be so seethingly sure of themselves and can be some of the otherwise most intelligent people.  In fact their intelligence and self-confidence often are joined by charisma.  They can make a blocked viewpoint sound so convincing.  I think this is a sad commentary on our society.  Please do not let blocked people keep victims of system abuse from getting real help.  Be able to offer monetary support for those victims whose families handle the purse strings and also be able to direct all people to a variety of real world helpers, not just those that the families identify as “real” help.  We need to make it clear that blocked people send victims to blocked people! They like the mundane normalcy that says “We don’t rock the boat here.”  OK?  No, we don’t want victims to be sent to charlatans and cult members.  Yikes.  But we don’t want them sent to narrow doctors who don’t really get into this system abuse thing in any kind of meaningful way.  Are we all on the same page?  Until more doctors get it about system abuse, we have to be careful about who we send a victim of system abuse to.  It is that simple, yet that complex.  Blocked family members can unwittingly send a victim to people with narrow views and approaches that will only make things much worse or will just suck up money and waste time.  Until the United States truly starts opening up its secret government files and sharing how widespread the psychic and psychotronic abuses are, we have to be careful about blocked people.  Once the information becomes mainstream, there will be less of a need to be so self-protective about going to doctors and counselors.  OK, folks?  Real help means real help and real help is about facing down possible system abuse without turning the victim into a mental patient because of limited knowledge, insights and approaches. Bad Therapy Choices Family members who keep trying to send the victim to the wrong kinds of so-called helpers can also be a part of the problem; not allowing the victim to choose his or her own support team by suggesting he/she is not qualified to do so or that he/she keeps making poor choices in his life and that only the family members have practical common sense in these matters is linked to this issue.  Family members who refuse to take responsibility for their own narrowness are without question engaging in the victimization on some level while on the surface looking like all they are trying to do is stay out of it or to help.  Watch out for people who use the mental illness label as a weapon, and also to use it to get the person into a doctor who will drug the victim up, rendering him a lifeless zombie because the perpetrators do not want that person to expose them.  Mental illness labels and drugs, mental programming and abuse can and do go together in this country even in this day and age as family members are encouraged to not think things through sufficiently and to defer to mainstream outsiders as so-called professionals.  It is a dangerous and frightening but sadly, people still fall prey to these problems despite all the warnings we have had about governmental abuses in counseling and medical matters.  Please be very careful about mental illness labels if you even remotely suspect a person might be a victim of hidden system abuse.  Even the slightest suggestion that it might be governmental abuse causing the problems should cause you to take your next steps carefully when considering counseling including psychiatric help.  Do not defer your intelligence and responsibility for making good choices over to a professional just because that individual seems to be genuinely mentally ill or more trouble and the issue more complex than you are willing to deal with. Recognize that the professionals might be another form of hired help leaning toward the side of the people bringing in the paychecks.  Money can color the mental illness label the same color as the family paying for the counseling; in other words if the family says their troubled family member has “such and such condition” that hired professional might play along and give the person that very same label just to appease them and to keep the money coming in.  Although of course there are legitimate and ethical counseling professionals of various kinds out there who would not diagnose someone just to make money from the family or to please them, you need to understand that the scenario covered above actually does happen in the real world more than many of us want to admit.  Some people don’t have the maturity to deal with complex issues; they lose patience quickly or do not have the willingness or ability to engage in difficult topics beyond a superficial layer.  This can only cause serious damage and long-term consequences for the victim who is at the mercy of people like this.  If you are one of those, admit it, and get out of the picture or call in someone who is willing to give the situation a serious and sincere look-over.  Do not be part of the problem.  We have too many people getting by on fluff at the expense of others while getting paid for it or receiving the kudos of society.  They wind up looking good while the poor victim is treated literally like shit.  Make sure your part in any situation like this does not show you up later as having been part of the victimization of an innocent person.  You might get away with it for now, but history might show you up in a different light later as one of the perpetrators because you did not do your very best to find out the truth and really help this person.  In other words, you just played into the game or you found the support more about you than about the person you were supposedly bringing in support for.  Wise people realize that sometimes the truth takes more time to figure out and that not all things are as they seem.  Easy answers about complex human behaviors usually cause more problems than solutions in the long haul.  Side note: Sometimes psychic attacks are not system abuse related, but are coming from other sources. Tit for tat vindictiveness seems to be a big one, keep running into this energy and it is easy to become part of it, to get sucked in.  When they suck you in, it seems to be a boon for them - they proved your goody-goody peace thing is full of shit, that sort of thing.   Witchcraft seems to be a source of telepathic hypnosis.  Ex-military people - veterans with agendas - going around with tapping equipment they learned about while in the military seems to be another possible source. In summary, then, family members who refuse to face these issues are part of the problem because families can get at each other (as in their heads or by withholding emotional support) in a way that the general public cannot.  Don’t take the discussion of family discord as it might be connected with system abuse lightly.  Also understand that family discord can be tweaked by outsiders looking in and manipulating things in ways many people do not realize.  Psychic and psychotronic interference, along with email, text and phone tapping can be part of the way they get into the family’s and victim’s psyche to manipulate the situation.  Learning to sense when others beyond the core family unit might be involved is a key fighting strategy as long as you have others on the same page and can identify these things accurately, too.  You need a good support group in these matters because until you have proof that outsiders are doing something to the family, it’s always up in the air as to whether it’s actually happening or not.  The area of influence has an energy, and if you are a good psychic, you can start learning to recognize that energy - it’s like a haunted house.  A person in a family being victimized by system abuse probably has a clustered energy around him or her that can be picked up by a psychic trained and experienced in such matters.  Beware of Bad Counseling section updated 01/07/2017 --- THE NEW GAY WORLD Let’s go on a little thought experiment:  Imagine a world in which everyone is a gay male or lesbian and no one has babies anymore except by using sperm banks.  Heterosexuality shrinks and shrinks and becomes so unusual we hardly ever see people of the opposite sex getting married.  Males and females holding hands or otherwise seen displaying acts of affection in public have all but disappeared. See also: The Economist’s Victories Gay Rights Have Provoked Backlash Elsewhere 10/11/2014 (www.economist.com/news /leaders) http://www.economist.com/news/leaders/21623668-victories-gay-rights-some-parts-world-have-provoked-backlash-elsewhere-gay This section is about how young males might be targeted by a hidden governmental underlayer as a take-over of the American system.  We are not saying homosexuality is bad; we are saying Watch Out!  - especially if you yourself are a young male, a parent of a young male, or a female lover of a young male in today’s world.  Imagine surveillance systems designed to quietly and secretly watch for young males as potential targets in places like college cafeterias, coffee shops, bus stations, airports, national chain stores, etc.  The internet dating systems, Facebook, Twitter,etc. are other ways people can be targeted.  Once a potential target is spotted, they send in a nice looking young man who just happens to have (or knows someone with) all the same interests as the target.  It’s designed to get conversations up and running.  In other words, inviting and non-suspicious ploys might be used to hook people or draw them in.  Once the young male embraces this one snagging male, he finds himself suddenly connected to a whole network of people.  The problem is that it all is part of a plan or design. it’s not really coming from this young man’s free will because he is being worked on.  His need for love, attention and sexuality is being manipulated by a large organization with lots of experience at this sort of thing because they have been doing it for years and years. In addition to system abuse, which can and often does include religiously related abuse, it appears homosexuality often comes from early childhood abuse which might not be directly related to these things.  As a psychic person with certain levels of empathic ability, I seem to be picking up a lot of strange things going on in people proclaiming themselves as naturally homosexual.  What I often pick up are images of early childhood abuse, patterns of holding their body as if from old abuse, and also the energy of other people who seem to be dominating or perpetrators in their space.  These things indicate to me that their choices in homosexuality are not coming directly from free will, but that these people have had things done to them which encourage directions in sexuality; sometimes they seem to sexually connect with people like their perpetrators, sometimes it is to avoid anything that reminds them of their perpetrators (so if the perpetrator was opposite sex, they go for people of the same sex to avoid those bad feelings) and sometimes it’s like they have the perpetrator inside them, like there is so much energy of that person in them they act out like the perpetrator.  That can mean in a woman, that perpetrator is connecting to other females in the same sexual way; it’s like the male perpetrator is running his energy through that female onto other females. Sometimes  in trying to stand up for themselves and create a space of equality in this country,the homosexual community ignores the pitfalls of system abuse and mind control.  It is such a quiet and insidious thing that many people don’t realize they are being used by a system that wants to replace old social patterns with those of vulnerability, conformity and obedience. Breaking down traditional family values which include heterosexuality as the way and paradigm can create a void of not only morality but identity. Why? We need to distinguish between a truly self-driven homosexual path from a path laid out for us by a government or other abusive system wanting to remove our protective barriers.  As mentioned elsewhere, I feel the Catholic Church is one religious organization that uses psychic energy to dominate people’s wills and that it is insidious.  The psychic energy can  come from prayer and Catholic psychics trying to take over a person’s sense of direction.  It can be a way to try to shift the energy of a person’s intention or orientation.  It seems to have an ownership attitude, like a person cannot have direction for herself and is nothing, so the church entity will take over her and manage things.  The concept of church ownership of bodies and souls as property should not be taken lightly.  The energy seems to want to draw everything into church domain.  Prayer is a type of energy which can come from the ego or mental will of a human personality and can be use as a psychic attack even when people tell themselves their intentions are good.  There is a strong sacrifice and martyr energy to some of the motivations behind church interference.  The idea is if a church member has disciplined him or herself to withhold from certain things of the world, then other people should do it, too.  There is also an underlying anger which is being taken out on other people because of the ongoing sense of sacrifice and control.  There is also a tendency to want to keep people away from nature and under the thumb of humans; they don’t want people to feel free and want to offer the idea that the only freedom is through a church-ordered regime which includes penitence, denial from worldly associations, humbleness which includes a shaming of sins orientation, and deference to masculine presences (even if they are mean and abusive.)  Breaking the will is paramount to move people into a lost and enfeebled state filled with low self esteem and uncertainty on some levels and anger and defiance on others.  Unless you have personally experienced these things on a psychic level as well as a physical one (which can include emotional abuse), it might be hard for you to believe or understand that the Catholic Church has some members with this kind of abusive psychic ability.  If I had a son or daughter attending Catholic private school, Sunday school, or regular church sessions, I would be concerned about church indoctrination on a psychic level.  Since this is outside the range of many people’s ability to think about or deal with, we can expect that the psychic side of the church will continue to buffalo people by sucking people into an order than on the surface looks often pretty and well-ordered but actually has some malignant tendencies.  We are not saying it is a given all Catholic churches are working psychic energy to abuse and control people, but it is suggested that you develop your sensibilities in these matters and realize that many churches - not just the Catholic church - have vested interests in money, prestige, attention, and continuity.  What this means for all the young males who have been abused by Catholic Church clergy and associated members is that counselors who later try to help these people might be missing large parts of the abuse package because it is in the metaphysical arena and even the victims might not know the full extent of their abuse and control.  The type of sexual abuse that occurred (is likely still occurring) in the Catholic church seemed to lead to predatory sexual behaviors above and beyond homosexuality in and of itself.  It is extremely sad that so many children of both sexes were victimized by the church which only tried to cover it up and protect itself. I think young males are particularly vulnerable to this system of abuse and control because of their biological tendencies in the sex drive.  I feel there might be a connection between mind, sex and body in males that makes them particularly vulnerable to sexual manipulation in certain ways. The idea of psycho-sexual is probably applicable.  Males know themselves and others through their sexual feelings; what goes on in the penis and in the head are closely linked.  Although females are targets of sexual and physical abuse in other ways, there is a certain thing that goes on with males in this whole subject which we really need to address frankly.  System abuses might be a misuse of the male bonding instinct, for one thing.   Males might feel there is no place to turn or that, being males, they are supposed to grin and bear it.  So when abuses run high and are secretive, they might find themselves in a world so alien to that of their parents and the broader society that they don’t feel they can reach out for help.  It’s like a language barrier.  There might be a whole set of symbols and understandings which don’t make immediate sense to non-participants of the abuse, so when an abused male tries to explain, he finds himself unable to bridge the communication gap.  This is where energy work can help; someone who is empathic and can pick up energy or even images as the victim tries to explain what has been happening to him might help fit together the missing pieces that don’t always come out right away in a verbal discussion.  It might take years before the male finally discusses the whole thing.  As I have mentioned elsewhere on this website, I feel there is a strong psychic and psychological component to certain kinds of abuses which give the males the idea that society does not help males they way it helps females.  There is still a cliche out there that men are stronger and more intelligent than women, so as such they are not allowed to cry over spilled milk.  Sexual arousal replaces identity, like “this is who I am.”  When the young males are forced into sexual activities they learn to associate with the mindsets and behaviors of their perpetrators.  It’s like a mental and emotional template is replicated and passed onto them.  The psychic and psychological links make children adults before their time.  They gain a whole set of habits and viewpoints from the older male figures who sexually abuse them.  It is important to distinguish this is me and that is you.  Then it is important to say “This is the me that is going to stand up for myself and tell my mother what is going on here.”  And if the mother does not support him, the young male should be saying “this is the me that is going to stand up for myself and tell the police.”  Learning to identify a Self that says no and finds the best possible person or group to reveal what has been happening is key to getting out of the problem and finding healing and support.  I would like more of us to study the wall of secrecy that is built around young male victims; I think this is a very important area of study. Here are some reasons why older men might target younger males: 1.  Jealousy.  Yes, jealousy.  Believe it or not, they might envy the younger male’s looks, purity, intelligence, and hope for the future.  Jealousy can cause someone to try to squash someone else’s good luck and good future, to try to take it from them. 2. Entraining the Fresh Fruit.  There is a feeling of grabbing the young fruit off the vine and teaching it the ways of the world.  Part of this is a desire to get at the young male while he i still fresh and juicy, pure and not yet of the world.  3.  Power trip.  The lust for power can be turned into a lust for sex.  The desire to dominate a younger male can be part of a need to overcome one’s own sense of inadequacy and fear of being impotent.  (Domination/submission category.) 4.  Games.  Head games, head trips.  It can be a version of the hunter-hunted males have often traditionally had in small packs in nature. Cat and mouse.  They go after a young male like they would a deer or rabbit.  (Domination/submission category.) 5.  Doubles.  The sense of twins or close others.  The need to connect with the self more deeply might be deflected into bringing in a surrogate that is “almost like me.”  It can be a way to put off dealing with inner issues by placing the attention on another male who distracts one from going within.  (Narcissism category) 6.  Male bonding gone the extra mile.  Traditionally, it has often been thought that one reason men do better in combat is their ability to have male bonding which promotes team spirit and morale.  Whether or not this is a real phenomena, the tendency to have closeness and rapport between males might be taken to the next level in sexuality. 7. It’s More Like Me.  Males can connect sexually with a deeper knowing of each other’s bodies and arousal tendencies.  It is  possible it might be easier to match brainwave length and connect telepathically because men know how the other thinks.  Men can identify with and keep up with each other’s sex drives.  Men can use the socially driven drive for intellectual strength by playing chess with each other over sex, romance and eroticism. (Narcissim category, see #5) 8.  Overcoming the sense of rejection, disempowerment, imbalance and miscommunication in sexual relationships with females.  Why imbalance?  Because females are strong and can have a good deal of energy power; they have the ability to make babies; and they don’t have vulnerable penises and hard on spaces like men do.  Penises can be hit and kicked creating great pain for a man.  In addition, when a man is in a hard on, he is vulnerable in a number of ways that females are not.  He is likely to open up more, be more generous, let his defenses down, etc.  If a woman is cold or uncaring, non-appreciative, non-receptive or non-empathic with a man, it can lower his sense of being in control or known.  These things all create an imbalance in the relationship between a man and woman.  If a man has had a bad connection sexually with females he might find a male who is going to nurture him by showing him that what she did not like is perfectly fine, lovable and enjoyable.  Males who are coming onto other males might be trying to demonstrate how this product is better than that one:  “See, I understand you.  See, I know what you want.  See, when you have a hard on like that I love it.”  We often hear in relationships between men and women that the women get tired of him always wanting sex, or that he was always horny.  It comes up in battered women stories.  Men keeping want sex when the women aren’t ready or have had enough.  It could be men often turn to each other because males can keep up with each other’s sex drives.  It is easier to talk the same language. Despite where the homosexuality originates, in those couples where love happens, there might be a higher love potential, oneness. By matching brainwaves, body types, sex drives and intellect, males might feel they move toward oneness with another male better.  Elation, friendship, adoration, and satisfaction can and do occur in these relationships to the point the couples feel a desire to present to the world their relationship as something more than just a fling or dating.  The removal of stop-gaps, definitions, lines, inhibitions, and precautions can and does often leave people wide open to corrupt systems bent on a take-over.  The ACLU has many gay/lesbian rights people trying to stop such take-overs, so this is not a universal given.  They support gay/lesbian legal marriages and freedom from discrimination but also want to stop system and surveillance abuse. So not everyone who is a gay/lesbian is a victim or a perpetrator within system abuses by any means.  What we are saying here is that by dismantling family units and cohesive social/cultural structures that historically were the main theme and glue holding people together, it might leave a vacuum.  These new groups of people might not be attached to the older family systems which once acted like self-protective clans and would have recognized a tyrannical system as the outside agency that it is. They would have sensed the disease for what it is.  It would have been easier to detect an alien combatant bent on laying waste to human rights because the landscape had known definable units.  Things fit into categories which allowed us to know insiders and outsiders.  That made it easier to identify the enemy.  The new gay world might be creating a previously unknown and untreaded space with people potentially less likely to thwart certain deprivations as long as they are being given the freedom to be homosexual.  Patterns might be set up without being provided a full range of options and a core issue of violation might be driving some people into homosexuality.  Sometimes we project that core issue onto other people as a way to get at a feeling of discomfort that is always lurking but somehow we cannot quite nail exactly what it is.  Sometimes people shift from being a Got Jesus type to an Inclusion advocate.  Both might carry the energy of the swing for a belief and a standard for group behavior with common tendencies to encourage people to speak and operate in certain ways.  People are swinging for a group motto with certain issues too sensitive or considered low form.  To be clear, many people in the homosexual community do not tolerate abuse including bestiality and there are misconceptions around this.   They can be some of the most inspired and dedicated voices against all kinds of abuse in the world, including child abuse.  Because someone has been abused does not mean they are inevitably going to become predators.  There are stereotypes about homosexuality which people within this community have to deal with constantly.  We must focus on love and acceptance as well as tolerance and free will when working with the complex issues of homosexuality.  This section is reminding us that system abuse might be working on us as a society in a way we do not realize and that some patterns of homosexuality might have an abuse component which encourages low self-esteem and a poor sense of personal boundaries in sexuality.  Also consider the possibility of female witches psychically attacking and maybe even taking over male bodies.  This sounds too out there for most people, but let’s throw it in the “what if” pile just in case.  If so, we are dealing with a covert female lurking around a male and letting him think he is really female in a male body.  She can be pushing his body language, dress code, hair style, mannerisms and more.  A psychic might be able to pick up the female around this male.  In some ways, this might be a type of possession.  It also could be one reason why so many men feel females are of Satan.  What we need to make clear is if there are female witches doing this, they have immature and misguided ideas of power and are not a true representation of all that is female.  They themselves could have been abused by males or could have been born into a witches coven.  Men must not make the mistake of assuming that femininity looks and feels a certain way or that all women are evil.  We need to be able to break up our generalizations into practical working pieces.  If you are psychic, try to get a feeling for what the woman looks like around a possessed or psychically attacked homosexual male.  See if you can pick up some of her facial expressions and body language running through his body.  Women who are doing this need to grow up, and we need to have a no-nonsense approach with them.  They have gotten lost in meanness and petty tyranny.  No one needs that. Obviously, not all forms of homosexuality can be attributed to abuse, psychic attack or possession but we need to consider the possibilities.  Jumping to the conclusion something is a possession is not a good idea, and please do not fall into that trap. 
SYSTEM ABUSE Commentaries I
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